>>14342269Definitely talk with a psychologist. I have ADHD and managed to get a STEM degree while it was untreated, after getting my first real job and health insurance I was prescribed methylphenidate and it really changed everything.
I can actually focus for 4 hours at a time rather than 5 min, I genuinely feel more intelligent, the quality of my work is higher and at the end of the workday I'm not totally mentally fatigued from having to trick my ADHD retard brain into doing some work during my shift like I did previously.
I get more done around the house, my wife says that its it's night and day difference, it gives me a tool with which I now have the energy and focus to invest time on a daily basis into self improvement and overall it is hugely positive.
If you have any questions just ask anon, happy to help another retard like me whose limited memory recall really bottlenecks what I feel I'm capable of.