I started a math upgrade course for highschool. I fucked around a lot and didnt end up focusing in school and was being an idiot. I finally applied for a uni application and got in but I feel retarded. I’m studying probabilities and polynomials right now for a midterm and I just feel retarded. I’ve been studying for 20-30 hours in the last 4-5 days and I’m still struggling with some basic concepts. Im just wondering if its going to get easier to understand as I progress. I haven’t been to school in 4 years and was just being an irresponsible young adult. I feel like giving up sometimes.

So we all randomly appeared in this world without consent, all of the pain that happens in this world genuinely hurts us, and then we die and we aren't told where we are going to next?

How do doctors sleep at night knowing they mutilate babies genitalia for "cultural" and "religious" reasons? Even recommend it.

I personally feel that mathematics is flawed compared to CS.
Math atomic building block was “1”, it was literally created by some caveman 40,000 years ago to count bananas. The quantum world discovered now confirmed this is irrelevant outside of our obongo needs (building an airplane is still caveman).
The questions are random (what if there are infinitely many twin primes…), the building blocks are random (Sigma, PI, delta), with no logic or rigor and yet soibois worship MATH without any question.
CS, on the other hand has a more rigorous method and potential to replace this pseudointellectual garbage with an apparatus that can actually explain the physical world (even if machines will have to dumb down the abstractions for us).

IQ and body type correlation

Gateway Edition

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>be me
>have no motivation
>find motivation
>start studying 10h+ a day
>2 weeks in start getting a light headache few hours before sleep
>4 weeks in and I'm ill
>can't study anymore, lose motivation
>repeat

What are some things blamed on climate change that are actually caused mostly by some other phenomena.