After getting high and overeating for a week straight, one day I woke up to bad health. Acid reflux, pains in joints, knees giving out, blurry vision, headache, pain in chest/heart and stomach area, body was being susceptible to everything and getting these tiny sicknesses like throat and ear troubles, itches etc. Can only eat/have the appetite to eat 1/5th of what I used to - and it has been like that ever since for a week now. Is my body really just saving me from my nigger brain and just healing from the thc caused overconsumption and possible intensttenal tears? How do I speed up the recovery?

How much displacement does the pelvis and ribcage experience in cycles due to the swing produced by the arms and legs/front legs and hind legs? how do you express this symmetrical loop

>to have any idea of what's going on in (university level) calculus, you need to understand real analysis
>to have any idea of what's going on in real analysis you need to understand topology
>yet unis usually teach it in the order calculus, real analysis, then topology

why do unis do this? I bet there wouldn't be as many people failing calculus II and calculus III if topology and real analysis were pre-requisites

how do i find the xyz coordinates of orientation and positioning of each/everysingle limb or appendages of an animal/passive walker in single loop/cycle of an animal locomotion gait?

How rare are inward pussies?

Are certain nipple types and labia folds specific to particular races?


do some races actually have larger breasts on average?

Is picrel headline true, did the smallpox vaccine really cause the AIDS epidemic?

I'm in my early-mid 30s and finished my PhD in chemistry last year and am currently in a postdoc, but the problem is that I can only feel shame.

I started in chemistry because I liked it and school/grad school kept me out of homelessness during collapse of the housing market and the fallout years afterward. I always told myself that if I just powered through it and got to the end that there would be some decent job with a decent salary, but at this point I doubt it. To be fair though, I haven't actually started looking for jobs, so there may actually be money and happiness for me in the industry, but I'm afraid that I might make $75k starting with absolutely no job security and no upward mobility.

I'm considering two options:

1) Abandon science before I get any older, and wander over to a coding boot camp or something like that, with my tail between my legs which might get me skills to make good money if I combine them with my PhD.

2) Suicide. I love my family and don't want to put them through the pain of losing a son/brother to suicide, but if I don't pull some miracle at this age, I'll never make enough money to afford to raise a family or do anything enjoyable, making the rest of my life essentially pointless and making suicide a rational alternative.

I hate that I can only feel shame after working so hard for so many years, but maybe I'm just catastrophizing. Has anybody here made that switch and is happy with it?

What is a wheel?

>still no response from 4 PhD applications

Explain to my, why every expert is talking about a nuclear Holocaust and warns about the fallout and the dirt in the atmosphere blocking out the sun killing crops and all that stuff. We have detonated over 2.000 bombs and we didn't see the sun get blocked or nuclear winter becoming real. So what am I missing?