Can we make the emission goals?
Years ago I was prescribed Adderall when I had a ton of mental issues and was struggling in life. Those days have passed, and I haven't taken it in years. My issues were caused by my diet, especially gluten.
But now I have another issue that I've only recently noticed, although it's been affecting me for awhile. It's basically the opposite of before: I can pretty easily motivate myself to do important things that matter. But now I can't seem to get motivated to just have fun in life.
I have a list of games and movies that I've been needing to get through, but I rarely do. The other day I did all of my necessary work and I had a completely free day, but I hardly did anything. I just lay there on my bed wondering what to do. I ended up going on a walk and then trying to find other random things to do like cleaning.
I have a list of like 60 movies I want to watch. Easy enough. Watch a movie each day, or even 1 per week. I started in 2017 and I'm still not done. As for video games, I can only play 1-2 games per year and that's it. I can't bring myself to just sit down and play that often.
Is it ADHD? But if so, why can I still do important things? Should I go back on Adderall? It's a low dose, only 10mg. And it's the instant release kind that lasts maybe 6 hours.
I've just heard negative things about it and the long-term effects it can cause. Unless I just took it a few times per week. I just don't know what to do but I have such a huge backlog of things that I haven't been getting through. The rate at which new movies and games are released is faster than I am consuming them, and so my list gets bigger each year.