>>124239899i am passed the halfway point, faggot. do not waste dubs again.
>>124239911“Thanks. You did really well.” (And then more of a real warm smile:) “It… it was kinda cool that you swallowed. I didn’t know you knew about that.”
She smiled back. “I’m not a kid, you know!”
“Just, uh… don’t take this badly, 'cause I gotta go study, okay? I can’t… be here all night.”
“Aww.”
“Just don’t… talk to anyone about this until later, okay?”
He slinked out of her room.
Oh god. He made it out without upsetting her.
Back in his room, he made a lame attempt to pull out his school books.
Kind of hard to concentrate on geography after all that.
His mind was swimming. (Again. He wondered if there’d be a point where his thoughts would ever be in order again.)
Did I just… commit a crime? What did she want out of that? She knew that was a one and only thing, right…?
Was that so weird and bad?
He covered his face. She was so eager… she wouldn’t let up. And she’s just 10! He thought back a few years. I didn’t even know what oral sex was until I turned 12. And it all sounded gross back then.
A realisation dawned on him.
Wait. That determination, that unrelenting dedication to it all.
This must have been some kind of dare.
Well, I guess she got me.
How could I have been so stupid. And abusive. How could I hesitate.
Whatever distorted sense of morality his hormones inspired had evaporated, now. He had a moral obligation to be better than this.
“Big brother.” That’s what you say to a role model, not a creep.
He put his books into the desk drawer and closed it. He went back to her room, confident he had worked it out but sheepish and worried about failing her test.
“I think I got it, Molly. Good work.” He sighed, waiting for her smile. He knew how girls that age talked.
Only, a look of confusion.
“What do you mean, Abbey?”
“Emma dared you to do that to me, didn’t she?”
