>>119423097Man, when people get manipulative shit sucks hardcore. I only just got into my first "relationship" this year, it started of great, they were super nice. They admitted to being an alcoholic and wanting to change, and I supported that. But as time went on it was pretty obvious they didnt want to change at all, and would constantly drink and try to argue with me over dumb things, like not sharing a bit of cheese and therefore I am only inconsiderate. I think they would use my naivety and good nature to keep me around essentially as a chauffeur because of course they lost their license because of their drinking. The day it hit me that theres no use in trying with them anymore is when they brought up they wanted an open relationship and didnt find me sexually attractive because I'm fat. It hurt me because I was led to believe they were into that, that I didnt need to feel self conscious anymore, but its whatever. My friends talked me into breaking up with them and now I'm definitely in a happier place. But fuck do I miss just having someone around to hang with. But its a lesson learnt and now I at least know what signs and red flags to look for in a person. People are shitty and will use you for dumb things, you just gotta find someone who isnt selfish I guess...
