How do beginner artists deal with being unable to draw what they want for their first 2 years of learning? I just finished a list of books etc. I need to finish before I can even begin to make my own stuff that isn't complete garbage. It's Aguri's guide mixed with some other stuff, even then all of this is just basics. From my experience I know that I can't do shit as long as I don't learn everything from all of these books.

>Erik Olson Perspective sections 1-10
>Scott Robertson Basic Perspective Form Drawing
>Watch all of CGMA 2011 workshops throughout the term
>Sketching The Basics (series of books)
>Michael Hampton Figure Drawing
>Anatomy for Sculptors
>Scott Robertson How to Draw
>Scott Robertson How to Render
>James Gurney Color and Light
>Designing with Color and Light with Nathan Fowkes
>New Masters Academy Animal anatomy lectures
>The Art of Urban Sketching
>Watch The Techniques of Feng Zhu and Concept Design DVDs
>Fundamentals of lighting (advanced lighting) with Sam Nelson
>Scott Robertson How to Design
>Start drawing

I feel very unsatisfied with the feeling that I have to suffer for 2 years (at best), how do you people cope with the fact that you can't make good stuff that you can show to people in 2 fucking years? And no, I don't want to draw anime.