I agree with you guys and thanks for tips and criticism. I have been neglecting the actual studying for so long that I feel very embarrassed, like I know that I can't draw anything from imagination and I have to do all that stuff like >>3143616
said but I thought that I have to get better with seeing things by doing >>3143492
and shit. I mean it's important but at the end of the day I can't really do anything except copying some photos. Was it a waste of time? Obviously not, because I am better at seeing in comparison to my beginning but I lack so much actual skills that I need in order to even begin creating stuff I want to do... I have to reduce myself into nothing when it comes to my ego so I can start anew I guess. I felt good when I finished a piece and it resembled somehow the subject but it's nothing to what I have to do now.
I feel like shit for being so behind.