>>98442978I once asked if I could work with him and draw a script. Nothing came of it.
>>98445771If you think "Lolita" is smut, then yeah, my comic would fall in the same vein. But if you've never read Vladimir Nabokov, then you're probably only making assumptions, as with what I'm trying to go for.
>>98446844Thanks! I'd share the Dipcifica pic I'm working on, but image limit has been reached.
>>98448240Thank you kindly for your input. I'll now disregard it.
>>98450669Not Loud House fanfic. True, it was based on a LH fanfic. But I don't really care about the show and don't keep up with it at all.
>>98444574The way I see it, it's more, "why did I even start the XXX?"
I'll be honest, I know I'm not that good of an artist. I have a lot of people constantly shitting on me and my work. But more than that, I was just usually ignored and overlooked. Which just fueled my depression.
So when I did a NSFW image and got some attention, it felt really good. I started thinking "maybe this is how people will finally notice me." It's a very selfish and insincere reason to draw, and mostly pathetic.
But the requests got weirder and I got more uncomfortable. It really sucked not being able to share my drawings with friends and family. When I got a partner, I hid my art for a very long time. And when they finally saw it, I tried to downplay it, tried to say it's just a normal thing to be into pornography.
And they said something "If you're not ashamed of it, why do you try so hard to hide it?"
The question made me revisit how I felt when people kept saying things to me like "So when are they going to fuck? //How big is his dick going to be?// No, I want the breasts like five times bigger.// I want to see this character cry during sex, etc etc"
So, I don't do pornography because it makes me feel bad. I don't mind nudity or something sexy. Just anything that would embarrass me to draw.
