>>93683755I had absolutely no one
I basically lived with my grandma, my dad and mom lived with me but they worked like 12 hours because I was a unexpected pregancy
I was born in the worse time period to be born in my neighborhood, when I was 5, every kid was 12, we could never play because I would always be the last picked or they would "go easy on me"
I got tired of it and just spent all of my day watching cartoons and playing SNES
by the time I was 13 I was already too far gone, with an overly protective grandma who would create the looniest scenarios to make me afraid of doing things, every social interaction by a person I would back off
I never had anyone to talk about girls I liked, I never had anyone to talk to me about the birds and bees, my mom and grandma would just say "YOU'RE TOO YOUNG TO DATE YOU'RE GONNA STUDY."
The first time I masturbated I didn't even knew what was masturbation, I just thought I had peed myself, I would discover that girls don't pee from their buttholes (I didn't know they had pussies, I thought the barbie dolls of cousin were anatomically correct) when I was 10, and I learned how to tie my shoes when I was 13, from a girl that I liked but never made a move.
Truly, unfortunate.
