There are so many spiritual paths you can try to walk on, but you most likely just end up as some larper who took the influence of others to serious.
I want to become something meaningful in life or at least understand the core truths about the world we live in. Problem is, there are so many ideas and views on this that we actually only got a very slight chance that our truth is the actualy truths.
Where do I fucking start to get into things? I don't want to waste my time anymore.