Anyone have advice for a brainlet looking to become better in math?
I can't wrap my head around limits and calculus. Tutors cost $80/mo for only a few hours. YouTube videos just gloss over everything. My calculus professor basically has a read the book and teach yourself attitude. He gives homework but doesn't explain how to solve the homework problems. Yeah I paid 3 grand to be told just teach myself, college is a scam...anyway.

How the fuck are you supposed to learn this stuff? I want to pass calculus 1 and 2 but I don't even know what I'm supposed to be studying. There dozens of different things to memorize.