Learning to enjoy drawing

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>Be me
>Constantly dream of being an artist
>Buy expensive pencils and paper
>Sit down to work, eager to give it my all
>First line on the paper doesn't go how I planned
>Second line is even worse
>Feels like a thousand needles are stabbing my brain
>Primal instincts take over
>Immediately abandon trying

Is there a cure for this? Some method or trick to make it less painful