I really enjoy having zero followers. Is like screaming to the abyss while in a crowded space, it has this almost mystical characteristic, like the absolute silence surrounded by people while they also scream, and yet there is only silence, of vociferating your own soul to the world and having nothing in return, absolute zero.
Is oddly liberating, like I know that the numbers, the followers, the like and retweets, they don't matter, they are ultimately nothing and have no power to quantify how good my art is. There, alone in a place were millions congregate I find a perspective that never had in art, of what really is to create and why I do it.
I wasted so much time giving a fuck about this sort of bullshit that now that I see how little it matters I feel infinity light, like my body emanates this subtle glow and I'm just a few steps close to being actually free. And when I see my work and there are no numbers attached to it, no followers, no likes or retweets I only see my work and nothing more.
