>>4805969>>4805968>>4805971>>4805997this also
part of motivation is external motivation / praise / views / encouragement
i've tried going on nothing but internal motivation and drugs and all that happened was I did coomer art / aka / the thing i like to draw most, big titty anime girls.
maybe it's different when monk it and you don't do drugs
>>4806014just get more serious and have everyone take you more seriously by putting out professional (or more professional-leaning) works.