I quit video games since yesterday so i can have more time towards art and learning it but it feels so boring. Realizing you're so shitty for so long and trying to get better but the process of getting better is boring as shit.

Maybe it's because i'm either autistic or have the mind of some phone addicted teenager or some shit but reading books and watching video courses is grueling. It hurts so much to know you're also shit at easy excercises as well.
I can't fucking quit art i wanna get better but this process is so demotivating.

How do i make it fun and associate art with a positive feeling so i can love art again?

Do i need to wait for a full week so i can become addicted to art since i quit videogames?