>>3860451Anon don’t give up on anything. Seek purpose if you can’t find any, don’t let the men in your life hold you down, don’t let yourself feel like naught. Yes there is suffering to be had in this world, there is always something in us that yearns for order, but that suffering can drive us to God’s offered salvation. Your grief is not meaningless, what matters is how you use it. Death isn’t the answer, turn your sorrow into something fruitful, please don’t end it. That never fixes anything. Loves, keep yourself up and get away from this board, it’ll only fuel your anguish.
God Bless you and may he give you the drive you need.