>>3804138You're forgetting that these people probably have had highly mediocre lives and have no awareness about the outside world, and would crumble if it all fell apart. If they're in their teens or early 20s, even higher chances are they've spent the lives indoors away from any kind of meaningful social interaction and replaced it with making art as a crutch instead, and only interacting with people similar to them, craving desperately for people just like them, and finding a means to retain a relationship with these people no matter what.
The difference with you and others is that we don't exactly trust the outside world and trust only people with a veered, albeit understandable mistrusting of others which only goes in a circle. You've got a brilliant awareness of many things but because of this, you're afraid of doing something to fix it. It allows you to create some interesting and unique art but unfortunately, you've locked your mind up from trusting anything, even material that helps you improve in the hopes you never will go into a situation like that again.
So as a result, you're growth and artwork remains stunted and doesn't really evolve and you just continue on your merry pace, while unbeknownst you must realise you have to find people you can trust and be friends with again, no matter what, as allies are the most important thing in anyone's life as they have to be there for you too.
Thats why these child prodgiees are a thing, as they receive all kinds of support from troubled teens as well, and they reject any interference into it, wheras you more or less thrive off of it as you're more interested in people moreso than artwork and improving your own life.
I should probably fix myself huh..
