>>5468447YOU, have sadistic traits here.
You wrote insults too many times here to not be completely confused.
You are using vocabulary that you visibly can't understand. You must not use it: you don't have authority for that.
Also you're not allowed to make a diagnostic.
You are PROBABLY on the psychosis spectrum. You shouldn't be there.
Find someone that you trust in and talk with this person. After all, and for the love of God: DON'T STOP YOUR TREATMENT.
