>>4722329Your welcome but I only say is because its what I tell myself when I have issues drawing what I see in my head.
I know what I want to draw but my muscles don't know as of yet.
Same idea as you see with infants and their ability to flail their arms around without any order.
Its because they don't really know what synapses do what with their limbs so they are just trying anything to get results. We take it for granted because those few years in our lives were spent doing everything we can to get results and once we were capable of basic function in society we forgot how useless we can be.
Its not something you should feel embarrassed about because there is no way around it. You will need to feel helpless and start from the ground up till you get to the point where your muscle know what you are trying to do. After that you can start with the more advance concepts which require you to apply what your hands can now do for you.