I've been working on a comic that I've been writing issues for and simultaneously worldbuilding.

I am terrified, however, of drawing a single page. I'm afraid of my artistic limitations. I want to see this through, I don't want to abandon this like a joke. I don't really have money to pay an artist, so for now I gotta be the one to do it.

But I'm frightened. I've spent so much time in my mind crafting this world, so what's wrong with me? I've been dealing with a lot of psychological problems that have been hindering me creatively. Do I have to get my mental health in order, or do I have to stop being a bitch? Or both?


These are all excuses, I'm a joke.