>>89723579I wanna cry, my dog is 17. Poor thing, arthritis is killing her. My mom is in the hospital right now, quad accident she might never be able to use her right hand ever again in her life, she is only 36. I just got my first job, and money is tight around the house. Come home after work and there she is wagging her tail, gray and still sitting in her favorite spot. Had to move food and water near her bed so that she wouldn't suffer too bad. Mom wants me to old yeller her.
She has her head in my lap cause I'm crying right now. I'm so scared. What I'm my life did I ever do to deserve this dog. I keep thinking of when she was a puppy and how I hit her with a rolled up newspaper when she peed in the house. Melody, I'm so fucking sorry and I love you girl. Today is gonna be her last day suffering, wish me luck. I want to fucking stop crying but I can't.
