>>85163574I've really tried to change how I feel about this and just let it go, but I can't.
I know it sounds petty, immature, and just about the most retarded thing ever, but I really really want these people dead.
I over exaggerated when I said I couldn't make friends. I just really wanted to be included in this group of friends, to meet these people, and the one person that I had known for 4 years and should have been a decent human being and said "yeah I'll introduce you." told me to fuck off without any warning.
I don't know if you've ever felt betrayed before, but its not an easy thing to get over. I even stalked one of their friends for a while, figured out their address, phone number, work schedule, family members, general likes and dislikes.
I just can't quite figure out a fool proof plan to murder them yet.
