>>122375048Take heart knowing love like the one you seek rarely if ever exists. It's a freak accident in a world of compensation, delusions, and compromises.
I say this as someone who hung out on r9k for a few years: love isn't the nost important thing. There's bad days, but those pass.
Just find something to focus on, an ongoing goal that can bring you success. Especially now with the west using Covid to put everyone in a state of fear.