>>121026949Is it weird that I've never seen a real naked human woman not only in real life, but also online or in photos or anything?
I mean yeah, obviously just being on the internet means you're gonna see some naked pics of people purely by accident and I have. But I've never like, LOOKED. Whenever something has cropped up I likely glanced at it for like 2 seconds, but then immediately looked away. This goes for my entire life and includes men too. I would have thought by now I'd have accidentally seen some crazy naked homeless guy running around or something, but I've literally never seen any real human with less clothes than a swimsuit irl. And I ALSO have never seen real video or a real picture or pornography of an actual real naked person, to this day. In middle school I did at least look at diagrams of male genital anatomy, but was too shy to look at the female diagram.
I LITERALLY did not know the vulva was slot-shaped until I was 22—all that time, I thought it was a simple circle. Nowadays I basically have surmised the layout of female anatomy, which I guess I gleamed it through anime porn gradually. Furthermore, I thought the far end of the vaginal hallway was also where pee and babies came out until I was like, 23 I think? I'm 26 now. To this day I've only ever seen cartoon/anime porn, mostly Hilda related.
I don't know why I continue to deliberately not research female anatomy. I guess it's a holdover from when I was young and kind of a weirdo. I have pretty much matured out of this and am normal and capable, yet I still avoid looking at real women or listening to any information about how vaginas/boobs work or are structured.
I have a few queer curiosities.
I've absolutely looked at tons and tons of Hilda porn, however. It's all I need in life.
