I don't know anon. I was about to be revulsed by you, but honestly I'm the same way about black people, even children. Like not even in a racist way, I just don't feel any human sympathy for them.
I remember reading a story about some kids whose parents fucked off and left them home alone, and the 1 year old somehow got in the oven and it got locked in self cleaning mode, and I remembered being genuinely disturbed at the thought of the baby screaming as it's being cooked alive, but at the end of the story when I saw the parent's names were stereotypically black and I knew the baby was black I instantly felt nothing. It was almost an emotional relief, even though mentally I know it wad all fucked up.
For the record it's just blacks, and hispanics, asians and others I still empathize with as if they're white. Muslim are a slightly different story, since while I feel empathy for the children I also know they're already doomed to follow their culture so they're kind of better off dead than alive.