>>119220263>RESONATED WITH?>WE UNDERSTOOD EACHOTHER
Are you sure you're remembering this correctly? Do I need to refresh your memory about what your feelings actually were? Don't tempt me motherfucker I'll do it. I'm doing it right now.
Everything you guys had were missteps and false-starts. There's a semblance of you actually going against your nature, and genuinely expressing love, but of course, you fucked it all up, because you are you. Sure you've had your fun, you had your share of accidental 'moments', yet it still wasn't enough.
If only you had an easier way of opening up to her, if only you weren't so chickenshit to actually get with her, to truly be in love. You always had that little gremlin-esque quality of you holding you back.
But this isn't a drawback. Not entirely. But to fully appreciate it (and get anything out of it) you have to direct at people who will take it positively. People with whom this gremlin energy works. You can build something with it.
It's like you had all these grand plans to build your karezi fortress, but the essential resources just didn't exist. With Dave, you have more than enough for both planning, and building. Or at least you'll be out of other people's hairs, so you don't bother them with both of your manpains.