I know the furbucks get memed but when you actually do the math you'd always be making more, and more RELIABLE, money by flipping burgers.
Unless you're the one guy in the top 1% of the 0.1% who makes actual money, you've just been had, you fell for the memes idiot.
If you don't like doing it you should unironically just quit.
It's a sweet niche for people who actually love doing the subject matter and don't mind the slightly lower than average income in exchange for freedom and getting to do what you love for a living. For people to whom doing it is win-win.
You're in the totally wrong field.
You should unironically quit, if you don't, you will just hate yourself more and more each passing day and eventually you'll crack and then you become some evangelical on TV trying to get porn banned for ruining your life, even though it was all your own doing, and you are trying to ruin it for everyone else just out of spite because you didn't make the meme money and you didn't get to spend your time doing what you love AND it was all your own choice.
At least with burgers you'd get the proper money. A win-lose.
With your current setup you've just got a lose-lose.