In advance, sorry for the blogposting.
Around the time the show aired I was really determinated to finish my major and specialized in Batabase management; then I watched the first episode and burst into tears because it reminded me how spontaneous, energetic and imaginative I used to be when I was a child, It reminded me how much I loved math and I wanted to be a scientist.
It just broke me apart, I can't believe I was unironically thinking that I wanted to manage fucking boxes for the rest of my life. I promised myself that by S2 airs I would have finished my major and I would be doing something that I do enjoy, hell I even promised that by season four or five airs I would be watching it with my sons, but things didn't go as planned and I haven't progressed a lot since S1 ended (because is really hard to move forward with University courses when you don't want to study that shit) and the pandemic made things even worse.
So, stuff has been going shit for the last 3-4 years, I'm going steady, trying to keep Hilda in my mind as much as I can but still it's hard. I have been teaching some private math classes to some students and it's not bad, I've gotten some money and I've bought the Everything We Miss comic from Luke and other shit but still I expected to be studying a math major by this point in my life, and I just don't know If I did the correct choice by staying in the major like my psychologist said or If I should have throw everything into the trash and start all over again and thinking about it just drives me crazy.