>>116447160I haven't been diagosed, but I definitely have it. I've never used tampons, never had penetrative sex
as an adult (feels bad, man).. It's weird, since I'm kind of a fem-coomer, but only with clitoral stuff. Anyway, I used to try and put Q-tips, tampons or my fingers inside of myself and I could never make it work. It would hurt, I would feel it was angled weird, my whole lower body would ache, and then I would start crying even though I didn't feel that sad.
I saw a doctor, but the first one was male and he was absolutely atrocious. Dude literally poked my vagina, said, "yep, that's a hole", and then kept poking me in my vagina even after I asked him to stop. I eventually got out of the stirrups and told him he had no respect for his patients, and never spoke to a gynecologist again.
I've basically given up all hope that I'll ever have penetrative sex. Since I've given up on getting married and having babies, this doesn't bother me anymore. I got a bunch of stuff for my clit, so I'm good. Only thing that worries me is that I can't do cervical examinations, and several women in my family have cervical cancer. So uh...pic related, I guess.
>>116447194>their jobIunno man, I don't think cops' jobs are to protect people so much as so protect rich peoples' property. I just have no faith that the police would ever listen to me.
>>116447214>eggman get a gfOh gosh, I haven't kept up with /r9k/ drama, either. I just remember he had a girlfriend for a while, she was super pretty, but she apparently posted nudes online and cucked him. Then he started dating a tranny I think? Iunno, man.
>suicide I wouldn't recommend suicide just because you can always kill yourself if shit really is unbearable, but you and I will never live again. Try reading Stoic or Buddhist philosophy. I know Vipassana really helped me. But if you must die, I guess a well placed gun shot would do the trick. Sucks for your family.
