>>111157720My first girlfriend dumped me. Because I couldn't afford to take her out on dates. My second girlfriend was fat and hairy. I thought that a less outwardly superficial woman would be kinder to me. I dumped her after I found out that she was only dating me because she couldn't date my best friend. My third girlfriend was even fatter. A landwhale. I only dated her out of spite. Because my best friend was dating her and he would publicly humiliate me for being a virgin. I didn't fuck her though. I just got the evidence I needed to show that my friend wasn't the ladies man he thought he was. Afterwards, he didn't even know how to respond and just walked away.
Nowadays, even though things aren't any better, I'm at a strange kind of peace. I'm broke, disabled and I still live with my parents. But gone are the days where I'm giving and not receiving. People still don't often do right by me. But I know now that I don't need them to.
