>>107780041>>107780115>Living vicariously through itYou’ll be much happier if learn to let go of the self and enjoy it as a beautiful thing on it’s own.
I’m not spouting some Buddhist shit here, I’m being serious. Beating yourself up over things that didn’t happen won’t help you, and by thinking of things in terms of just how they relate to your life, you’re distracting yourself from truly appreciating it’s existence in total.