>>107345611so what I'm hearing is
you're getting an education
you're leaving the house twice as often as I do (for the same reasons)
and you have an easily-recognized medical condition that people understand and have treatment for, instead of my vague ones that, no matter how I try to explain what doctors have said, sounds like I'm making it all up (and how it's making me just slightly fat)
and it sounds like you don't have money problems either. Unless your reason is the same as mine (dad died and left me money), you have my envy.
But what's worse, everywhere I look, offline and on, I see things I despise, and no place for me to belong. And I never did as a kid either, only a brief period in my teens when the internet first came out and it was the best and got my hopes up that I could have friends who would last for life..