>>101271225Come up with an illegal scheme to make a bunch of money (think drug plantation)
Best case scenario you get enough money to turn your life around, either through treatment or through betterment of your self image or just by having a bigger cash base through which build up a regular business or any kind of project you feel would help you get your life back together
worst case scenario you go to jail where you'll be forced to get a grip on yourself and get better otherwise you'll get raped every fucking day by a giant nigger
either way is a win win
