>>100338173There's also thousands of history to still go over. She may have at one point and it may have been even more reason for her to do the war and fake death route.
The biggest thing is that Rose did not like being Pink Diamond. She wanted to be a Diamond when she was younger and wasn't given opportunities because other Diamonds saw her as immature and probably inefficient. So if you fucking stand up to people who already have that kind of view on you, you're seen as throwing a tantrum which is something Pink Diamond had already displayed in the past.
Rose fucked herself.
Granted most people haven't listened to it but there's an inkstuds episode with Sugar and she talks about how Steven Universe is a sequel show to her because she already has the story of Rose and Greg in notebooks and thoughts. That story is probably more about being a fuck up and taking responsibility.