yeah that's all kinda terrible. better yet, don't have this unhealthy attachment to the detached
it's fucking stupid and detrimental no matter how you spin it
worst features? congrats, they're part of your character now. better keep that persona up. you definitely paid enough attention to those features to think of them as 'worst', and now you're setting them in forever. you could even use it as an excuse to never get better, 'my real self lives in art!!', or some other self-sabotaging, destructive shit like that.
it's no better when you try to leave these features out. not realistic.
even if you try to focus on positive features, constructing an idealistic or aspirational image, you might be constructing an unreachable ideal you'll always feel disassociation with, and bad feels from not living up to it
so like, be realistic, be yourself, draw yourself how you feel it
because if it gets worse, you're probably on that track anyway regardless and you have some other, more major problems unchecked lol the kind that this post's vibe suggests