I think I'm finally becoming what I once hated. A waifufag.
Every day I think about my husbando more and more and how much I want to be with him. I just want to be embraced in his big, strong arms. I want to tell him everything will be alright, that he's the best. But he's not real. I know he's not real. I don't know why this obsession is growing more and more, eating away at me every day. I don't want it to. He wouldn't even give me a second glance if he WAS real. He doesn't know what love is. I'm aware of how much this is consuming me but I don't want it to. I want to let go of this fixation without letting go of him. I think it's gotten to this point because it wasn't a female character and I didn't think I of all people could fall prey to this. How do I curb this habit?
No, I'm not saying who it is because it would be very easy to find out who I am. I just need help.
Every day I think about my husbando more and more and how much I want to be with him. I just want to be embraced in his big, strong arms. I want to tell him everything will be alright, that he's the best. But he's not real. I know he's not real. I don't know why this obsession is growing more and more, eating away at me every day. I don't want it to. He wouldn't even give me a second glance if he WAS real. He doesn't know what love is. I'm aware of how much this is consuming me but I don't want it to. I want to let go of this fixation without letting go of him. I think it's gotten to this point because it wasn't a female character and I didn't think I of all people could fall prey to this. How do I curb this habit?
No, I'm not saying who it is because it would be very easy to find out who I am. I just need help.