i feel like most of my sex has been awful. lets wallow in self pity together.
i just had some pretty got dang bad sex but this one still takes the cake.

>be in kinda an open relationship but bf is like sort of a little bitch about it
>invite queue tea 3.14 over to his apartment (where i have pretty recently moved into) without telling him
>start 2 fugg
>whoops we should probably get a condom like bf insisted
>get a condom but its awful with it
>condom breaks, finish without it
>leave destroyed condom draped over edge of bathroom trash can without a second thought
>bf comes home and this gril is sitting shirtless on my lap taking a whippet
>immediately walks into bathroom, apparently sees condom, and goes into our room to pout about it
>i get a lecture when girl goes home

but wait! that was just the prelude

>grill is over again
>makin out on couch. she says she doesn't wanna fuck me
>until she does
>stick it in
>cum in literally like 3 strokes. feel completely pathetic
>awww, baby!! (she says this like u would say it to a 3 year old who just spilled milk all over itself)
>later that same day
>bf is home. asks about day
>guilt compels me to confess for some reason that i haven't been so dilligent about using condoms with this girl. huge regret in retrospect.
>bf is mad. like hella mad. even tho he was sticking it in his ex bareback at the time
>im just crying and saying i'm sorry and asking how i can make it up to him
>bf asks if i want to be punished
>im a sobbing mess so i agree to anything
>handcuffs me
>makes a point of putting a condom on himself because i'm "unsafe" now
>brutally, tactlessly sodomizes me. i can take dick like a champ and i was bawling my eyes out from sheer physical pain
>takes his time and gets some truly vicious thrusts in
>makes me suck his dick while i cry and he smirks
>get facefucked until he cums