>>14890I don't like approaching people in bars or other places where it's acceptable.
Girls don't approach me in bars or other places where it's acceptable.
I have done the online thing a few times but I don't know how to talk to people I don't really know using my mouth instead of a keyboard, so whenever it gets far enough that she actually wants to skype or meet it dies mad quick. I tried using alcohol to counteract this once but instead I just got plastered and acted like an asshole, so there went that particular budding relationship.
I also worry a lot about people not being "right" for me because I am a very weird and particular person in a multitude of ways and I don't feel comfortable being very close to people that aren't just as weird and particular.
I also am living at home until the spring and then moving and then probably coming back for the summer and then my future is sort of uncertain so it's not a great time because I might be anywhere post-summer.
I'm not even sure what I want to be honest, which has been a problem in the past where I'm getting interested and then all these things I don't like hit me and I realize that I didn't state who I was and what was important to me properly so now this person has a false impression of me because I didn't emphasize sense of humour or something enough or maybe I just let show the things I thought would be most likely to attract them while ignoring parts of myself that I don't see as appealing to other people but that are still parts of me nonetheless.
Also anime I watch anime and all the girls in the anime are my gf also the girl in op is my gf
