and I'll never be one. This is a hard fact that I have to come to terms with. I tried the PhD. I'm not cut out for research.
Everybody thinks Im a scientist. I spent 7 years in fucking school just to pipette things in a lab. The only thing I wanted to do is research and now that I got a taste of it I realize it's out of my grasp.
Im currently working as a lab tech. I will be nothing more than a lab tech. I will never do anything novel.
It sucks being a brainlet who is interested in science.