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And fundies for me aren't as impactful, as just figuring out things on your own. imo, that's how you get out of the "soulless" territory.
Now back to the "burnout". Can anyone tell, when the (hypothetical) "flame" or "spark" starts going? Cause, I'm certainly oblivious in that department. And I'm not talking about pressuring yourself, or the "motivation". I mean, that creative, enthusiastic otherworldly calling, like your hand somehow, by itself, draws an unexpectant beauty (for intermediate, I guess).