>>5995694I've only ever had this once and it was my best drawing ever at that point. It wasn't even supposed to be a tryhard one. I was just mega funmaxxing. Took me a while before I got consistently create stuff better than that then it happened it again and again.
Getting gud feels like a constant marathon where sometimes for a single piece the art gods decided to pump your skills up way higher than they should be. Then you spend a while chasing trying to maintain that level of quality consistently only for it to happen again. It's like getting a cool power up in a video game only for it to be ripped away from you the next day with a note telling you to grind harder
I feel like an absolute hack 95% of the time.