Not memeing here, I am asking this question in seriousness.
How do I draw without caring about the lack of feedback, likes and (You)s? Unfortunately, I am a very narcistic man, who finds it very difficult to do things without external praise and validation. I want to draw for myself, and find enjoyment through that, but I can't help it but post my drawings. And when I do, the drawings get no attention. I understand that, I must improve. But I can't even attempt to improve first, because without the validation I have no motivation to do so. This leads me to a loop where I need to get good for praise, but to get good I first need praise, which I cannot get without getting good.
It is clear, then, that I must be able to draw without a care for praise, feedback and validation. How do I go about doing that?