>>5980445You piece of subhuman shit die in a fire. The bare minimum usefulness of drawing by traditional means is worth investing in even a peasants sum of money so you can at least practice full wide movements and work on a larger scale all at once. This and a multitude of other benefits allow someone to understand the fundamentals, especially if they want to push into painting and not using your shitty line techniques in the future.
You aren't supposed to have to erase or control z, its about defining and perfecting your movements, color, etc. You're supposed to understand and be able to work towards producing even moderate gesture, form, and all the things that feel restricting unless you are using a fucking 10" plus active area tablet or drawing on a full screen.
Feel free to go doodle more of your anime shit though, maybe you can convince yourself you're improving 10 years from now when you start learning to shade the flat things you have been drawing for eons to stop the urge to suicide.
-Someone who makes more than you do in traditional, and now digital illustration.
