>>5972980The problem is that I want to start drawing for a lot of hours everyday in the hopes to get just "decent" quickly enough and start my personal comic and world building projects as a first small goal. I like the process of drawing but the fact that my skills are still low and I don't like my final products at all put me off from it entirely.
I am especially looking to get a good sense of foreshortening and 3d space enough to push bodies in dynamic perspectives and focus on forms, but everytime I try to break from a flat default angle I get abominations like pic related and just rip the paper. I've been doing gesture for a couple of days now but it still hasn't clicked, and while I can put cubes and cylinders in perspective with ease, the human body is another story entirely.
Any tips for actually enjoying drawing itself? I am 20 and the fact that there are people my age or younger that are much more skilled than me makes me want to push my limits in the hopes to surpass them in the future... but then I start drawing, realize my art is shit and scrap the paper.