>>5972007What you have to understand about depression is that at its core, it is a numbing mechanism.
You numb yourself through binge and consuming, as to not sort through your own emotions and thoughts.
Imagine it visually like this;
Your mind on depression is like your room being full of garbage everywhere.
Instead of sitting down and start cleaning, you distract yourself whenever you can.
Cleaning up is the mitigation you need at first, but it's too much to handle and it's logical to simply ignore and seek pleasure.
Of course, you have your short highs but then, through the constant reminder of the garbage around you, you get your low, and through binging and consuming, you add more garbage.
Suicide, is the equivalent of your garbage crushing you.
Now, i never took any kind of medication, nor would i advise you to go cold turkey and quit taking it, but try to slowly get off of it.
Medicine might also induce addiction and chemical inbalances, and it's especially bad since most doctors nowadays give it out like candy.
>What is the solution?There is no solution.
If you lived with depression for years, you done goofed your whole life.
You will never be able to integrate with normies, nor will you be able to lead a normal life.
If you think suicide to be your ultimate solution, go for it. But be aware that you ain't coming back from that.
And make sure that when you do it, you'll die.
It will fuck you up even more if you fail to kill yourself; mentally, physically and worst of all socially.
Your parents will definitely look you with different eyes.
People will always know you as the guy who tried to kill himself.
And some people, will use your weakness to their advantage.
What does truly help is to stop giving a shit.
You got art; actually express yourself.
Delve into your retarded emotions.
Or give yourself something to do; first creative idea you get, you do it for yourself and only for yourself.
>have you?lmao no
my fix would be to genocide normies
