>>5971154I mean Van Gogh was 27 when he started to become a painter, not to mention that guy was FUCKED in the head. Nobody expected him to accomplish shit, not even his own mom. He ate paint sometimes.
You at least have the rationality to realise how much trouble you are in for, so you could probably get some skill going provided you make proper time for it all.
Admiting is the first step and all.
You can't rewind time, believe me, none of us can.