>>5975335>"I can only talk to 4channers because normies are boring and hate me."I wouldn't agree that this describes me at all. In fact, I disagree with a lot of opinions the typical "4channer" has and don't enjoy talking to them most of the time. Basically I'm just trying to say I don't spout blackpills and /pol/ opinions irl, or even online. The only things that I can really think about that are weird about me is I spend most of my time alone instead of socializing with coworkers and typically look for places nobody else is hanging out.
>>5975336I might have kind of a RBF
Idk I'm just so lost in life. I'm really unsatisfied with the kind of life style I'm living, but idk what to do. I know I talked about doing porn, but honestly I'm not a very horny person when it comes down to it. I have to think really hard to come up with any weird fantasies, and I only coom like once every couple days.
I'm totally turned off to pursuing a career as an industry artist too. Everytime I hear anyone talk about it they always bring up how shitty it is, and I just don't want to live under that kind of mistreatment. It sounds universally shitty unless you get really lucky and somehow porn sounds like a better bet.
I'm sort of questioning why I even draw in general now too. I don't really have anything I want to express, and it feels like I just draw now for the sake of drawing. I don't think I'll ever totally quit, I'm in too deep now, but I go pretty long periods of time not drawing (like a couple weeks) simply because I have no ideas that interest me. Everytime I draw I do get better despite this, but I'm totally just unmotivated right now. Feels like I'm back to square one. Idk what to do with my life. I guess I'm young enough where that's fine (22), but I hate being this lost. I want some momentum
