>>5938935I know how you feel, Anon.
I've been drawing consistantly for a year and two months now.
I honestly hoped I would have improved or made something worthwhile by now but it all feels like a wasted effort to me.
I have my home gym, my studies and my art. That's it. I rarely do anything other than think about art, exercise or study. I'm doing 'the right thing' according to society's reasoning but it all feels so empty to me. I just wanted to make nice things for people to look at. I just wanted to be an artist but now it feels like I'll never be anything close to creative, I'll just be another facesless IT mule working from home for the rest of my life.
But I keep drawing, becouse maybe, just maybe I can make something worth looking at one day. Something worth making, something to justify my years of effort.
I pretty much gave up vidya at this point becouse of how empty it made me feel, no friends to play it with so why bother?
For whatever it's worth, I like your art, Anon. The style is very endearing, shading and rendering in your digital work is very clean and precise, and I like how abstract your paintings can get too :)
