>>5933611It sounds like you're unmotivated, not stupid, maybe you should start with something more simple? Learning discipline, learning to learn things before you commit to university or a hard to master hobby?
You should go to the gym, weightlifting is skill you have to learn that you can master with relative ease, and working out will make you feel more healthy and energetic. You should also read a book, something not too long or too stiff (heheheh), but also not too stupid and pulpy. Reading books is like training your IQ.